LOVE Hate TRAGEDY




Taste it. the hurt ; it's everywhere ; this is the LOVEHATETRAGEDY.
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DAREN NG
Freelance
Bassist/Guitarist
Writer




Friday, January 30, 2009
Hey kids,
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Do a part t save the world.
Make a person smile
Aid a family's hunt for survival easier.
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Here's a chance t right a wrong,
if you have the chance please go and visit the page.

Thursday, January 29, 2009
Having a fever now,feel really uncomfy.
ate two packets of lays,probably thats t reason.
ive got soccer tomorrow at holland at 1030.
aiming t score 13 goals in 5 matches tomorrow.
hopefully my fever would subside and ill be able t wake up on time.
i finally found a pair of earphones that i could trash:D
PCK outing might finally be happening:D
JAE posting results are scheduled t come out on fri at 8am,
i'm worried sick.
i need t go t mass comm.
i think im addicted t Left4Dead.
But however i always struggle at t advanced stage.
bought my lens like 3 days ago(:
heading t grandmas place for dinner tomorrow:D
i want photoshop!
Liverpools playing today,but considering that i havent been watching any of their matches,i'd skip this one.
i think im going t sell my telecaster,
probably buying a les paul.
searching for someone who could lend me a les paul just for 2 days t figure out t sound.
bought new cds & dvds using angpao money.
i dont think thats even legal in cny rules.
postponed buying of FOB tickets t 8th Feb.
going t set up my guitar on fri at bras basah.

Angpao money is considerably little this year.
i hate chinese new year.
we dont even follow t chinese calender so why do we have to celebrate t new year.zzzz
and most shops dont open in CNY.
DAMMN!
what if people from other races need the store t be open!
theyd die!
stupid chinese new year!

Sunday, January 25, 2009
She's been running through my dreams,
and it's driving me crazy it seems.
I'm gonna ask her to marry me.


Chinese New Year's like tomorrow.
send Mena back to indo yesterday at harbourfront.
i hate crowds(Especially crowds which walk REALLY slow)
played Left4Dead on xbox.
ate botak jones for dinner.
applied conditioner which made my hair really smooth.
missed mena.
buying fob tickets on tues.

i've decided to buy my lens tomorrow.
(Olym 12-60  F2.8-4.0)
after opening all my ang pao money tonight:D
i'm evillll.
reunion dinner tonight at uncle's place.
going t help them watch their fish/turtle tank later.
i cant wait t meet my cousins.
hopefully they get t bring their guitar.
then we could have an acoustic session:D


Singapore sure is boring.

Tuesday, January 20, 2009
I'm so effing pissed.
i bit on my ulcer 8 times today,
and it aint subsiding at all:(

i hate ulcers
i hate ulcers
i hate ulcers
i hate ulcers



on a lighter note,
obama?
2009?
change?

Monday, January 19, 2009
Cover Story:


Below Shocking News:
Expose of Top Student,Melvyn Ah Lum.



D. says: (11:19:28 PM)

why not me:(

D. says: (11:19:35 PM)

i thought i was your BFF:(

Chaosdarkness--Despair is contagious.Dressed in black, clutching a red rose. Hold on, hold on, hold on, my love goes on. says:(11:19:44 PM)

HAHAH CUZ u always bully me

D. says: (11:19:56 PM)

when was that!

D. says: (11:20:00 PM)

never lor

Chaosdarkness--Despair is contagious.Dressed in black, clutching a red rose. Hold on, hold on, hold on, my love goes on. says:(11:20:09 PM)

have la so i chnage place HHAHAHA

Chaosdarkness--Despair is contagious.Dressed in black, clutching a red rose. Hold on, hold on, hold on, my love goes on. says:(11:20:13 PM)

good excuse

D. says: (11:20:26 PM)

what excuse

Chaosdarkness--Despair is contagious.Dressed in black, clutching a red rose. Hold on, hold on, hold on, my love goes on. says:(11:20:43 PM)

that time i told mr tan chnage place i use that excuse mah

D. says: (11:20:53 PM)

WAHLOUUUUU

Chaosdarkness--Despair is contagious.Dressed in black, clutching a red rose. Hold on, hold on, hold on, my love goes on. says:(11:21:00 PM)

ryan and daren bully me LOL

D. says: (11:21:03 PM)

spoil my goodreputation

D. says: (11:21:04 PM)

okay not bad

D. says: (11:21:07 PM)

got ryan name inside

Chaosdarkness--Despair is contagious.Dressed in black, clutching a red rose. Hold on, hold on, hold on, my love goes on. says:(11:21:15 PM)

lol i dont know i say wat la

D. says: (11:21:18 PM)

at least dont die alone

Chaosdarkness--Despair is contagious.Dressed in black, clutching a red rose. Hold on, hold on, hold on, my love goes on. says:(11:21:18 PM)

maybe daren only

D. says: (11:21:21 PM)

WAHLOUUUUU

D. says: (11:21:23 PM)

YOU AHHHHHHHH

Chaosdarkness--Despair is contagious.Dressed in black, clutching a red rose. Hold on, hold on, hold on, my love goes on. says:(11:21:25 PM)

okok jkjk la

D. says: (11:21:25 PM)

killleuuuuuuuuu

Chaosdarkness--Despair is contagious.Dressed in black, clutching a red rose. Hold on, hold on, hold on, my love goes on. says:(11:21:37 PM)

jokes la

Chaosdarkness--Despair is contagious.Dressed in black, clutching a red rose. Hold on, hold on, hold on, my love goes on. says:(11:21:46 PM)

but i had to find a excuse la

Chaosdarkness--Despair is contagious.Dressed in black, clutching a red rose. Hold on, hold on, hold on, my love goes on. says:(11:21:56 PM)

thats the best at that time

D. says: (11:22:00 PM)

Chaosdarkness--Despair is contagious.Dressed in black, clutching a red rose. Hold on, hold on, hold on, my love goes on. says:(11:22:14 PM)

really mah for my future i msut scarifice some ppl

D. says: (11:23:11 PM)

what future

D. says: (11:23:14 PM)

if you stayed

D. says: (11:23:18 PM)

you could have been a 10 pointer!


Everyone should listen to Love Remains the Same-Gavin Rosdale.
It's perhaps the song that could possibly wrench a few tears even if you're a rock.
It sounds like it's fresh off a Nicholas Spark movie soundtrack.
I absolutely love it.

Friday
only thing i could remember was losing sweetie's hairband:(

Saturday.
Woke up late and missed soccer.
got disappointed as i really wanted and needed that extra work out since i havent been jogging.
headed to mel's.
took a long time to get there as i was getting my nails done.
NAILS!
went to take a swim at her place before heading out t find dinner at Geylang.
i know i know.
Food's delicious there(:
took 961 didnt knew it took like an hour.
got pissed at chinatown.
it isnt like new year goodies grow on trees at chinatown!
i hate crowds.
especially traffic jams.
walked around at Geylang.
people wore that stupid lecherous emotion on their faces.
it's just the same emotion with different faces.
wanted t purchase the noodles that i patron but decided not to since we're late.
had dinner beside the pool(:
stayed over at westcoast.

Sunday
missed church as i felt so lazy.
i feel so depressed that im missing church.
i feel like i'm using god.
my results,relationships w friends/family/girlfriend.
Everything.
Thing has been going really well,
and i know Jesus has been there for me.
i feel disgusted not being able to give him back what he gave me.
Next week.
Church.
I'll be there.
i brought back my bible from westcoast though.
my children's bible.
i like it,theres little pictures and facts in it.SOO COOL!
i'm going to do my QT everyday.
like after i blog.

Toodles~

Mass Comm Mass Comm Mass Comm

Friday, January 16, 2009
I'm in love with a girl who knows me better, 
Fell for the woman just when i met her, 
Took my sweet time when i was bitter, 
Someone understands, 
And she knows how to treat a fella right, 
Give me that feeling every night, 
Wants to make love when i wanna fight, 
Now someone understand me,
I'm in love with a girl.


In Love with a Girl-Gavin Degraw.



On the other side.

I'm done with JC/MI.
I'm so effing pissed with the choosing of poly courses.
Its just so taxing.
I've figured two out.
Besides I don't think I'm going to waste my time thinking of the other 10 courses,
I just can't seem to find any other that suits/appeals to me.
So I'm going to go ahead and submit just two courses.
1.Mass Communications(NP)
2.Business Studies(NP)

If i get in,Yaye.
If i don't....

I'm having problems sleeping nowadays.
I just cant sleep at night and usually turn in at 9 am till 1 pm.
Probably going to bike down,
and read Nicholas Sparks by the poolside.

I'm excited over the weekends.
I'm going to get the stress out of my system after 4pm.
Soccer's ongoing on Saturday morning.
I can't wait to burst onto the field and start running.

Prism just broke up.
So i'm thinking of just laying low and keeping my weekends free.
Besides the only thing keen i'm doing is just picking up the acoustic.
the point is:I'm out of the band and not intending to join any soon.

1st picture.
The only way you can keep your girlfriend from jumping onto the stage & kissing the lead vocalist.

Tuesday-12/1/09

Not much of a surprise since melina guessed the concert.
reached there to find the slanted area where concerts are usually held barren.
it was actually held inside the hidden area.
i dont know how t explain this.
Reach to find it not so crowded.
Approximately 2000 people present.

The opening bands were Force Vomit & Wilfry.
I have to admit Force Vomit was not as bad as i presumed.
Although the vocalist has a weird voice.
Wilfry was next.
Pumping Hip/Hop in the air.
i did the un-thinkable.
Dancing to the beat of the bass pounding.
sheelahs in my pocket
The crowd was getting grumpy.
Everyone wanted the TingsTings.
There was no stopping the crowd.

It was pathetic.
the stage was miniscular leaving the drumsets with little area.
But there was no stopping Katie White from jumping and lifting the crowds spirits sky high.

TingsTings came out soon after.
Opening the show with We Walk.
Playing all ten songs off their latest album We Started Nothing.
However,I could see the heavy use of effects( loops and such) which depicts its pop-ish roots.
Drummer De Martino displayed his talents,switching from guitar then drums then bass then drums again.
With the glamorous glow in the dark equipment they possess,it's no wonder they left a deep impression on the audience.
Songs like Shut Up and Let Me Go & Fruit Machine persuaded the audience to let their hair loose and lift their feet off the ground hands waving in the air.
Ending the show with heart throb fans screaming the lyrics of That's Not My Name right back at the duo.

Delighted?Yes.
Fantastic?Not so for a band who just released an album.










Tuesday, January 13, 2009




I absolutely love the song
Love Remains the Same-Gavin Rossdale.

Meanwhile i'm elated.
L1R4(with CCA) -12.
Let pictures assist me in telling my tale.

Friday, January 09, 2009
Back to drinking ways.



I never meant to hurt you
Sometimes these thoughts have a way making sense
Secrets that we keep turn into accidents
If you burn away the bonds with the fires of selfishness
The positive the negative have a way of blending in

End this now, we've gone too far
Let's take back words that turned to scars
If I could find a way to turn back time
Had to let you know I'm on your side

Took the easy way out I shut myself down
The only way to ease the pain is to drink until I drown
I'll say it out loud my voice is the only sound
So listen up, I'll spell it out
I need your help, I need it now

End this now, we've gone too far
Let's take back words that turned to scars
If I could find a way to turn back time 
Had to let you know I'm on your side

Am I now everything that you wanted me to be
tried my best took a shot in the dark and I lost

End this now
We've gone too far
let's take back words that turned to scars
If I could find a way to turn back time
Had to let you know I'm on your side


Monday, January 05, 2009
i feel really
  • glum
  • depressed
  • down
  • lonely
  • crummy
  • moody
  • low
  • shabby
  • sunken
the only thing thats making me tick is jamiroquai
the rain is giving me the idea that the world is cold and desolated.
i feel alone.
and the world revolves only on results.
im scared sick.

...oh shit the music just stopped

Friday, January 02, 2009



New face for the new year.
ohkay.
so my hair is really dry now & there's nothing much to do about it.
i bleached it thrice and t next day when t dye over it.
mel helped me w the brown dye.
lookss horridly dryyyy!

anyway,thinking im sort of fired from fish and co.
going t work for mom(run errands & stuff)

Saturday
Heading to soccer at 9am at commonwealth field.
band session at 2-4pm at clarke quay.
and band photo after that.