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DAREN NG
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Bassist/Guitarist
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Wednesday, July 30, 2008
wonderful day it was yesterday
in preparations for the Beijing 08.
Singapore played  host to our renowned samba kings from SouthAmerica.
the stadium was about 1/10 packed when we entered
the feeling of entering the stadium is phenomenon.
it's the last chance t watch a match there before it's demolished at the end of the year
the stadium looked much smaller when empty.
the crowd starting filling as the time ticked by.
i managed t get a front row seat by the corner flag.
the five of us-Me,Ryan,Adeline,Wenkai,Ismadi
from the back,there were filled with much chattering of pre-match analysis.
who's playing what what's where.
most of the talk was usually about how much they supported brazil.
it simply irks me when they do that.
not supporting their country huh.
so the crowd were lifted in spirit when the teams went into the changing rooms.
Roars came about when the players came on for the warm-up

the match soon started and in about 20 mins or so.
the singapore defence were playing sloppy and let in a sloppy goal through diego
hard and low into the bottom right corner leaving the keeper stranded in disbelief.
An even sloppy performance when Ronaldinho managed t slot in an easy goal through a mix up among the defence.
Half time score was 2-0

The second half brought along a series of changes among the line up
singapore were ready t bring out the lion spirit in them.
rounds of kallang wave were made.
the crowd was certainly more enthuastic about the kallang wave compared t the match.
bombardments of attacks from the young singapore side gave singaporeans something t cheer about.
however,in the 80 odd minute.Jo,man city's new signing headed in a goal from close range t add t the finishing touches.
there were definitely loads of bantering going about.
from ronaldinho's waistline t the way the players played.
finally,the refree announced a stop to the game.
A standing ovation was shown t the five time world champion as they embark on their olympic venture.

Overall,
i felt that this match was 4/5 stars:D
Singapore did fare well i might say.
as they gave Brazil a run for their money in the second half.
Brilliant Lions:D

Tuesday, July 29, 2008



just came back from national stadium
it's been a hell of a day for me.
i'm so sleepy right now,
i think i can sleep till sunday.

the match wasn't exactly what i'd exactly thought it'd be like.
no commentary meant that we wouldn't know what was happening if we weren't looking
look out for the review tomorrow.


Sunday, July 27, 2008
Best friend wants t be acknowledged on my blog
spent time at forum's Mcdonalds t study maths.
best friend taught me.heh!
from 12 till 130.
i owe bestfriend 5 bucks.
hello/bye ,bestfriend:D

Here's how i spent my day:

It's Ryan's Birthday today.
and i couldn't went for dinner.
so sorry Ryan!
we've scheduled dinner on my birthday instead.HAHA
which is like one day before English Oral.

Happy Birthday RYAN! :D

Saturday, July 26, 2008
i feel satisfied:D
woke up at 8 today for chemistry remedial
i think i did badly for the test.
gonna revise acids and bases later.

went t staff room and ask ms lau if i had t do flag day today
and i did
took the train to jurong east with poh rong and joni.
Jurong was already filled w people shoving cans into your face.
so i grabbed my can and left
i only did like 2 1/2 hours
they told me t report at 130pm.heh
so stayed at the stalls near the train station.
i think that most singaporeans are kind and helpful

and god's helping me
'Ask and you'll be given'
i think about 80% donated
other than the chinese nationality.
i asked like 10 of them and none of them donated.
no answers,they just shrugged me away.
maybe they're saving money for beijing 08 tickets.

and SATA sounds so weird t be saying out like
me:excuse me,would you like t donate t SATA?
it promotes lung health & prevention of tubercolosis.
like SATA.
It just sounds wrong.forget about it.
they gave some kind of bun and water.
so it was not bad.heh
filled about 80% of the tin.
okay maybe 75%
*at least i never watch movie like someoneeee.HAHAHA.Bad girl!

so after that i went and bought my tickets at bishan.
i stood for like 40 minutes.
leg hurts.
i need like $130.
shucks

well,i have tuition at 6pm later.
gonna leave for serene center soon.
i want island creamery!
either getting burnt caramel ,reverso,apple pie or cookies and cream
and maybe cheesecake?
oh how i crave that cheesy feeling.

Friday, July 25, 2008
what an awesome day it is:D
i got sick and had t leave during stem and miss tuition
tried t study but i think all amounts to nothing.
i HATE the flu
i think it's the mosquittos
just you watch out!
i'm gonna swat at you!
but i'm gonna look at it in a positive manner:D

well.
i bought tickets t singfest
now i need t find how i'm going t get money t pay for it
yayyyyD:

my saturday is packed t the brim
chem remedial in the morning
tuition right after rememdial at 1030
maths tuition about 3
chemistry tuition at 6
awwww.

and sunday
we'll have a jam session at 3-5[new band:D]
after that,celebrate ryan's birthday at clarke quay i think
i want t have outback at marina!

i want an early birthday present!
i need a hardcase!
and i'm asking mama t subscribe newweekly:D

ohohoh!
there's a new show on starworld!
opening on my birthday!
Jimmy Kimmel show at 1900-2000
can't wait!
new talkshow
and i think grey's anatomy is coming back:D
and i've been watching Friends,Friends and FRIENDS:D

Hi bestfriend:D

Thursday, July 24, 2008

I want CHEESECAKE!
Ally's New York Cheesecake From NYDC!
or
Max's Oreo Cheesecake<3

i feel so.
nothing is nice while you're sad
even comedies suck.BIG TIME

Today
school wasn't bad.
English lessons are the best:D
fun-est:D
i didn't bring my wallet today so i had t resort t borrowing.
didn't have my ez link card along w me.
i came home and studied for an hour by the pool
then watch simpsons and life with bonnie.
i cant wait for friends.

today sucks badly
but I'm gonna look at the positive side of it

oh and the cost of living in spore has risen:D
Way t go:D

Yesterday
felt sick yesterday.
little nauseous.
went t tiong t get tickets for the match singapore against brazil
after that went t tuition then home.
I'm going t singfest:D
that's if i manage t find money for it by first of august!
alicia keys:D
and i also want t get my hard-case for thomas.
i need money management lessons
I'm in debt now.

i think there's a band practice on sunday.
but I'm still not sure.
currently learning 4 songs,
curse of curves,crushcrushcrush,the kill,through the monsoon.

I'm seriously feeling so ugh.
Hate is a strong word,but i really really really don't like you.

Current song-
I'll Stand By You-Carrie Underwood

Sunday, July 20, 2008


This has got t be their best song ever:D
Death cab is coming t singapore!
who wanna watch?!

oh and church tday was fun
other than the part where i got lost in church it was fine:D
i went t the adult session as i think that the youth starts at 11 today and next week.
First commanment:Love your God completely
and love your neighbours.
I LOVE ALL OF YOU!
heh.

I frigging crave for Cheesecake D:

Saturday, July 19, 2008





just got back from outside
i feel so exhausted and giddy
i feel so weak these days
i need rest.
sunday:D

just got back from photo-taking w ryan.
had physics remedial in the morning
then,went t ryan's house and took pictures.
walked from clarke quay t esplanade and then t marina square and then t peninsular and lastly marina.
drenched and soaked.
liling bought her maestro guitar.
sweeet.
she's mad.
she talks t her guitar.
studied physics at burger king.
spent my savings on one day!
watch-ed national day parade by the side of esplanade.
filled w many people.
sudden drizzle left us running back t marina square
missed part of the fireworks
took mrt t orchard and 190 home.

i can't wait for church:D
tomorrow i think i'm gonna start studying my poa.
it's neglected.
& i really want t catch a movie soon:(

Sweet Nibblets!
i lost my health booklet i think
wondering what the nurses must be sinisterly planning t revenge for me
yikes.

Friday, July 18, 2008
i hate you.

i've just came back from soccer
tired,restless,exhausted & injured.
oral today was bad and i didn't study today:(
at least until now.
i feel so tired.
i need t sleep,
but there's school tomorrow.
physics & chemistry at 9.
bringing my bass over t ryan's.
and there's photo-shoot tomorrow:D
i can't wait t take photos,
last time till i'm gonna take my camera out i reckon

i need t watch cartoons.

ah,my ipod has been repeating the same songs.
i need songs.
MORE songs.

has it occurred to you that you're having a wonderful life?
compared t people who're poor,uneducated,sick,handicapped.
food for thought or whateverrrr.

i can't wait for sunday:D

Tuesday, July 15, 2008
Well the kids are hooked up and ready t go
They're ready t go now
They've got their surfboards
And they're going t the discotheque a gogo
But she couldn't stay
She had t break away
Well New York City has it all

Sheena is a punk rocker.

Sunday, July 13, 2008

Baby you're all that i want,
when you're lying here in my arms.
Baby it's hard t believe,
we're in heaven.



while searching through youtube,
i came across this youtube song
heaven-bryan adams
i remember while the bunch of us where at eagle's nest.
we sang that song.
oh how i miss germany.

Crouchie has moved t portsmouth
shucks
i still remember the time when he went on a run of number of games without scoring a goal
and after that,he couldn't stop scoring.
i miss that lankey figure playing for liverpool
i hope he comes back next time.
his bicycle kicks i remembered:D
i did once in the field and it landed at the bottom left corner,i remember against dom:D:DHAH

i just woke up from my slumber.
i was feeling sickly and tired after church
so when i reached home i immediately went t sleep.
5 hours:(
i'm going t start working on my maths.
it's drastic studying now.

later there's hellboy:Dyay
i still have yet t watch the first installment.

Yesterday
i went t set up my bass.
i'm so broke now.
but having a great bass comes w a price.
now thomas the train is excellent as ever:D
CHU-CHU!
oh and i found out that i can play my bass through my headphones:D
my bass has a pre-amp in there.
i think that's the reason.

Today
sunday sch teacher said we must show our passion for god.
there's no such thing as keeping it inside
but when i read the passage of books of number
a rush of something went over me.
i won't talk about it here of course.
changeeee topic.

i hope ronaldo moves t real madrid.
i don't think he should be here.
he should spice up the la liga.


Saturday, July 12, 2008

This has got t be the best song there is.EVER
there's a reference t Sep 11 attacks

Today
wasn't a really bad day
i think it rained 3 days in a row.
shucks.global warming:(
did alright for maths test.
but should have gotten 21 marks
ah crap.
how could 4km=400cm
OHOHOH!guess what we played in class during POA lessons which was free.
Who's the next corbin bleu?
US!hahah!
we double dutch-ed in class
it was really cool!
go see our pictures at gek hwee's blog from the links by the side.
played soccer after school near the canteen area.
went home and slept on the couch
woke up and it's 10
miss-ed soccer.
slept from 11-3.
now i'm wide awake.
and there's chemistry remedial later.

Tomorrow
there's Chem remedial in the morning at 845
english tuition at 10
after that i'm heading down t peninsula t raise my bass action.
maybe i'll try out some effects pedals
i want an overdrive and distortion pedal
return home at about 5.
maths tuition at 7

Sunday
has got t be church day.
think i'm heading t youth at 930 then the adult service at 11.
then i'm staying home t do a little homework
and gonna practice my bass on sunday.

Iphone's out in singapore i reckon
the 2G model.
i can't wait for the new one t arrive.
HTC touch looks nice:)

anyway i somehow miss britain so badly.
i want t visit my cousins
visit Big Ben
visit Anfield
shucks.

oh and i think oil prices are on the rise again.
but the petroleum company in singapore i reckon are absorbing some.
so good for us.
the oil prices will rise no matter what.
common sense.
more quantity of oil needed,lesser oil produced,more cash for oil.
people should start using other energy source.
Fossil fuels ain't the only way to go.

oh and you've got t be kidding me!
pussycat dolls for day 2 of singfest.
HAH!

"Nobody in this world should judge you,only one person should do that and that's god"

Monday, July 07, 2008
I'd just realised what Euro'08 theme song was.
i feel dumb.

http://youtube.com/watch?v=R6wN54GnbxU&feature=bz303

anyway it's can you hear me-enrique iglesias.
i haven't really been listening t him since his album i think 7even or something.

to be frank
i think i missed like a lot of matches of Euro'08
i even missed the final.heh
it isn't that much of a big event.
i prefer supporting Liverpool over Netherlands.

on sunday
i went t church
had my first youth service
heh.it consisted of 18 people.
it's rather small compared to the mega huge churches
i saw a school mate at there!
learnt stuff about communion.
and worship consisted of 2 songs.
not what i expected but it's the same
worshiping god:D

and i bought my bass
thomas:DHAHAHA
it has the thomas the train sticker on the headstock.
so funny.
i think i'm gonna trade it up
i owe people cash.
shucks.

ryan accompanied me t the place t get the bass.
went t my place t practice some songs
i need t perfect the kill /my heroine/face down and practice my bass fast.
afterwards,
went t liling's place t write songs.
i wouldn't say it was that successful
but her house is huge!
i think we could do a MTV cribs at her place.
she has THREE RABBITS!
i think they're called peter 1,peter 2,peter 3
HAHAHA
we played golf in her yard.
so fun!
hahaha!
i could fire and the ball would move!
...an inch.
walked from liling's place t coronation centre
7 MINUTES ONLY.HEH!
went t have dinner at aunt's place.
long time no sea.heh

ah well.
today i woke up at a little over twelve.
i need the extra sleep.
papa's sick.
papa bought me a KISS disc from china
i wonder how'd he managed t read my mind.
oooh.can you read me mind.tenenehteneneht can you read my mind

just done w one essay
i aim t finish three today.
i'm starting the planning for the second essay
i have t finish my compre later and maybe a little of indices later
i hate that topic

tomorrow is tues
which means art day!
two free periods:D
and tuesday means no assembly day
mr wan says there's detention class for those who come late.
shucks.
one more and it's detention:(

i just drank my first can of red bull
i feel so amateur-ish
it's very sweet.
and i think i can fly NOT
okay i'm just trying t be funny.
dont laugh at my blatant efforts

there're loads of great movies out there
the movie that's the must catch this month is probably Batman-The Dark Night
many of you surely have a superhero in their life.
and i think batman's mine.
i still remember me having a mask and a cape like his
and also i had this batmobile shampoo bottle!
i'd be like zooming around the shower room with the bottle.heh
i feel kiddy.shucks
oh great!
i've an inspiration t write my essay

5. Describe a day in the life of somebody you greatly respect and admire.(note: you don't have to know the exact movements and habits of this person. you just have to imagine what they might do on a typical day.)

awesome!
now i'd just have t figure how he'd get into his tight-fitting costume without anyone's help
and how he manages t keep his cashflow going.
his money never seems t run out and he seems t not have a job.
full time butler serving him with his underground lab.
electricity cost's rising mate!

anyhow.
i'm off t finish my essay

there's no two in three
okay maybe there's a T there.
but you get what i mean.


HAHAHA
i jsut saw some goofballs appearing on channel 56 i think
they were singing yellow submarine by beatles.
those chinese nationals making a fool out of themselves by singing that song.
some great song turned into some joke.
they cant even pronounce the word sun
for heaven's sake.
get your act judged before you even let us judge it.

Saturday, July 05, 2008
Ah yes,what a bad week it is!
i did badly for chinese oral on wednesday
definitely bad.
my phone got stolen while i was taking oral.
i've lost motivation t study.
i mean i just don't feel the urge t study.
i can't seem t sit down and revise
i've been hogging the computer t look at basses.
feel so guilty
all i need t do is get my bass and i'll start studying.
someone get me a bass please?
i rushed home from school t attend poa tuition
waited 2 hours for my teacher and she never came.
shucks.
i reached school late on thursday and friday.
i overslept and missed two tuitions.
i ain't enjoying my youth day.

basically,it's a bad week all in all.

the good part of the week is
i think i did well for my poa test.
i'm going t church on sunday:DD
i managed t finish 80% of my homework
i listened t hillsong:D
& incubus:D
i've no school on monday:D
i've tuition later t clear the guilty-ness left from the two tuition i missed in the morning

i want t catch movies on fridays.
i want t get my life back.
i want my bass fast.
i want t start my revision.
i want t go t church.
all these wants,some of which are needs.

i need t get my life back on track.
it's true i think i need my phone badly.
there are some days where i feel that life's meaningless
like i don't have an aim in life.
i just wish t sit back and take life as it is.
but it's impossible isn't it?

so i'll just sit back,take god's grace and keep my mind on track.
stay focus!
watch suite life of zack and cody
and crawl back on my knees
and enter my dream
a hotel managing job at the Tipton
ah forget it.

if i do get my phone back.
i'll forgive the person who stole my phone
there's a camera by the music room which caught the person:D

Music Review:D
i urge you guys t get the disc
Morning View by Incubus.
it's simply fabulous
hits the right notes
and it brings me back t life.
relaxing backgrounds on Aqueous Transmission.
Sweet head banging beats on Wish You Were Here
soft rhythm in Echo
Soaring bass lines on Are You In?
Liling was right,the songs in the album has the "I miss you,but i don't" feeling.
try track  3,  9,  11, 13
*although the bassist is replaced,the new disc's awesomely packed too