LOVE Hate TRAGEDY




Taste it. the hurt ; it's everywhere ; this is the LOVEHATETRAGEDY.
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DAREN NG
Freelance
Bassist/Guitarist
Writer




Friday, November 28, 2008

Your vows of silence fall all over
The look in your eyes makes me crazy
I feel the darkness break upon her
I'll take you over if you let me

Tidal waves they rip right through me
Tears from eyes worn cold and sad
Pick me up now, I need you so bad

damness!
how i wish blink 182 reform
angels and airwaves is nothing like Blink
but i really want t see tom delonge.

AVA
yes/no?

had a long day today.
slept at 730 right after simpsons.
my whole morning was shiet.
woke up at 12:20 t realise i was late for work.
reached Fish&Co. at 1.
worked from 1-7.
dinner hour is serious frantic-ness.
full house.
and i finally uncovered that cheryl is my pri schoolmate.
it was so shiety that after work i ran t the bus stop.
watched friends before sleeping and waking up in intervals t check if mel went online.
now im up since 1.
watched gossip girl till eps 5.
addictive,too addictive.
im waking up at odd hours like this and i think it's a habit.
shucks.
got t head back t sleep or face unhappy supervisors later.

pathetic,my friend,pathetic

Thursday, November 27, 2008
Good News or Bad News?

Good News
  • Skype has been real helpful with those long-distance calls.
  • my first day at work was awesome.
  • my flu is getting better(:
  • i managed t master shout at the devil on bass.
  • Paramore just released their live album-The Final Riot! yesterday!
  • i've finished watching season 1 of gossip girl.
  • i've decided t put the U.S trip on hold and visit aunt in sabah instead.
  • mel's returning during the weekend.
  • i might be quitting blogging and stuff.
  • i'm attending church on sunday w cousin and phuisee(:
  • i'm purchasing my trainers tomorrow after work.
  • i'm going t watch liverpool go through the last 16.
  • Liverpool 1 up currently(:
  • Angels and Airwaves are coming to singapore on Dec 7th.
Bad News
  • i spilled water on a customer and he looked like he wet his pants:P
  • i'm not heading to U.S or Egypt.
  • i won't see mel till the weekend.
  • mel will be staying in Singapore for only a week before returning t indo.
  • i can't seem to install bootcamp on my macbook.
  • i'm still sick.
  • i have work in 7 hours and i am up watching liverpool.
  • i have my eyes on an iPhone/ipod touch.
  • season 2 of GG can't seem to load!Zzz.
  • i missed both kylie/manic's concert.BOTH~!
  • my shirt tore while i was at work.[ mended now(:  ]
  • my nose gets blocked when the air con. is turned on.
  • my cough gets mega worst when i smell smoke from cigs.

I'm tired.
but i want t watch Liverpool play marseile.
i hope i don't get too feeble tomorrow.
and my illness don't get in the way of my job.
i want to go jogging soon.
i need a work-out.
most probably getting my shoes in queensway.
hopefully i would be able t work shorter hours next week and spend more time w mel.
and i want t buy shirts!
Threadless shirts!
i should continue reading memoirs before heading out t get a walk to remember!

Xoxo

Monday, November 24, 2008
currently at west coast now.
feel terrible.
sickness.
i was much better in t morning.
now im worried about tomorrow's job.

went out t orchard.
hmv first then to centerpoint.
i love the new AC/DC disc.
i found chinese democracy weird at first.
but after listening t it online.
it's niceee.
Shackler's Revenge & Better
go listen!(:
went t raffles t accompany dom for his job interview.
bought my motley crue disc(:
headed t look for my shoes.
i found the perfect one i guess.
but it was not in stock.
most likely buying tomorrow:D
went t play soccer at 7
thankfully the light was still on.
felt so feeble.

mel's returning on wed i think.
hopefully.
fingers crossed.

and please bless my illness.
so worrying.
i dont wanna go hachoo in my customer's fish and chips.

Sunday, November 23, 2008
just got back from soccer match.
i feel a strong sense of being in a stronghold knowing that manchester united has drawn.
so has the other "big teams" today.
all ending in stalemates.
i can't figure what has gone wrong after international duty.

++
i absolutely hate players that put club over country.
just three days ago.
england played germany.
rio ferdinard pulled out of the match w a so called injury.
frank lampard did the same too.
in a matter of three days,
they managed to shrug off injury and poor match fitness to play for their clubs.
whats this?

today was such a wasteful day.
i spent my morning waking up and sleeping again.
woke up at noon.
then proceeded to play sarah for a while.
watched gossip girls eps 6 and 7
headed to watch teevee and balls of fury too.
read a little bit of memoirs.
slept for a while
watched hannah montana,wizards of waverly.
watched liverpool match while talking t mel.
then headed t have dupper at jurong but it was closed.
headed t ayer rajar to find it close too.
settled down at a food center to have mee goreng + roti prata.
watched soccer at coffee shop with a bunch of man united fans.
it sure was fun taunting them.
with scares of aston villa scoring and how ronaldo nono i mean the whole manchester united squad sucked.
a bunch of dirty players.
except giggs though.
now i'm just gonna take a bath and watch starworld(:

Saturday, November 22, 2008
I feel elated:D
soooo elated.

Positives:
i got my job at fish and co.
i heard mel's voice today:D for 20 seconds.
i'm gonna start work on tues.
i'm into 86 pages of memoirs of a geisha.
i handed up my draft.
i bought 3 DVDs at VideoEzy.
i bought stationery.
i'm buying my motley disc tomorrow.
i'm glad my handheld hasnt died on me

A few negatives though:
i had to skip going t my cousin's place.
my flu's getting worst.
im smelling smoke.
i feel shitty as ever.
the room's sooo dusty.
i miss mel:(

Friday, November 21, 2008
Blink-182 Reunion?


Wednesday, November 19, 2008
Chalet just ended.
and im still pretty much in a blur now.
had a fantastic movie marathon.
tons of cracking up.
1.A Walk to Remember
2.Hancock
3.Wanted
4.What Happens In Vegas
5.Two episodes of SuiteLife

Chalet was sooo funny.
though boring at first.
it was funny how everyone managed t sleep.
but i didnt and still managed t get the company of at least one person.
i feeel 70% tired.
but i have to leave the house soon to run an errand.
and later the job interview.

tomorrow
most likely headed to school for draft.
and to spanish village(doubt?)

Tuesday, November 18, 2008
i feeeel extremelyyyyy sad.
i was watching the graduation video on nicole's blog.
):

I had the funnniest dream ever.
i even woke up by laughing so hard at it.
cross my heart no joke.
im gonna share it here.

all i can remember left is:
i said sorry to abidin.
PhuiSee was getting married.
and she invited like 3 rows of people.
the frst 1 1/2 row people all old then not enthu to clap.HAHA
then they talk about the history trip to germany.
then they announced yueting win the award for being the best performance or something on the trip.
after that they showed the names.
and then with the projector they put there.
Mr Popo.
seriously i was soooo sooo sooo HAHAHAHAHA
i think i fell off my chair in the dream and laughed.
and then i woke up laughing.
i picture Mr Popo as my previous SS teacher.
Mr Moses Tan or something.
but then the name sounds somewhat similar to Mr Poh Rong,
so i guess that was why i was laughing so hard.

I know this's super ridiculous guys.
please dont take it so bad.


Today
had a TV marathon.
friends/simpsons/according to jim
chatted on the phone
then went t have a walk/swim.
the water was frigging cold.
i kept shivering.
don't think im going for the job interview today.
slept late and just woke up.
didnt go for chalet either.

Monday, November 17, 2008


Yesterday
stayed home and chatted on the phone while i watched teevee/used the com/played sarah.
All at the same time:D
i love my new re-organised room:D
left at 5 oddish.
headed to Carlton for wedding dinner.
cousin's wedding.
sooo splendid and nice.
left late and ended up reaching home little after 12.

Today
went to vivo city t take a walk.
didnt head t vivo for some reasons.
spent like loads on food.
sushi,chickenrice,rittersport(:,yougurt icecream):
wanted t head to some park but weather did not permit that.
home early t catch teevee(:
i caught the covenant on HBO(:(:

Tomorrow
prolly going t school to hand in draft.
then to Greatworld for interview.
chalet tomorrow.
mostlikely going:D
staying over?maybe.

I had a dream last night.
it was one of those dreams where you wished it happened.
i don't really want t say it out here.
but it was funny and crazy and i wish it was true.
Filled w/ punching,screaming,bitching,seperation
okay maybe i dont want it to be true.
some guys still deserve to dieeeee.

Sunday, November 16, 2008
Yesterday
Graduation.
The day where you let loose/feel extremely sad/enjoy your final day of school/kiss goodbye t seeing your friends for the final and last time.
However,graduation this year was slightly different for me.
I miss the school.
This Four years spent has brought a zillion changes t my life.
From the Sec Two&Three Camps to the Soccer matches in the school field to the time spent in the canteen/classroom.
I miss Queenstown. 

Spending t last week or so practicing don't cry.
Times at the Studio attempting t remember the lyrics
Days on the computer looking at the bass tabs.
I miss the entire build-up to Graduation Day.

Well,
it came and ended real quickly.
i never was prepared for the performance.
i fumbled.
i stumbled.
i spotted a few sniggerings
i saw the ohemgee looks on everyone's faces
But i made it through.
before t performance,
i still had problems memorising the lyrics.
so God definitely helped me through w this one(:

Others said i sang too softly,
others said it went alright

Doesn't matter.
Graduation Day'08 is done and over.
and i miss it like hell.

Today
Woke up early in t morning t head t cousin's house for tea ceremony.
skipped church wedding as dad had work.
headed t great world.
and then t serene center where i surveyed t supermarket.
took dinner at Geylang
and headed home.
moved the teevee back into my room& reorganisedXD
i want DVDs!
my next movie t watch is Seabiscuit,
just found it by accident.
and it's VCD by the way,VINTAGE

Tomorrow
i think im staying home t recuperate from my fever,flu,cough.
watching Seabiscuit tomorrow:D
and in the evening im heading t the ritz carlton for wedding dinner.
guess that's what i'll be doing.

Next Monday
would be heading t GreatWorld for my Job interview

P.S Anyone has pictures on the Graduation Performance.
      Beam me(:

Thursday, November 13, 2008
Today ...
was another fabulous day.

I...
woke up late.
had studio session.
choose my clothes for fri sat sun.
ran in the rain.
swatted bugs.
watched gossip girl eps 4.
played guitar hero online.
watched ellen.
ate nasi-bryani for dupper.
sang high-pitched.
prepared for rehearsal.
did jigsaw puzzles.
agreed on US trip.
became a gossip boy.


Lesson learnt from today:
1000- pieces jigsaw puzzles aint easy to piece!

Wednesday, November 12, 2008
The Last Paper of the O's Has Ended(:
& that supposedly means that i have two months of study free vacation.
basically i'd be stuck at home w nothing t do.

Now i'm in such a dillema over what t do this holidays.
i think i'm heading t U.S soon.
like next week.
this week is jam packed though:D
thurs fri grad day.
sat-church wedding
sun-wedding dinner.

Tues
Had plenty of fun today.
GuitarHero III
Yogurt IceCream
Quantum of Solace
Ellen Degeneres(maybe)

I'm thinking of stuff t do for t rest of my vacation after holiday.
-Give tuition
-Spend time w family
-Spend time w mel
-Teach my cousin bass
-"Primary school bestfriends"stayover at my place(: (:
-Studio sessions
-Play guitar/bass
-Watch gossip girl(:
-Read a walk t remember,the rescue
-Take pictures
-GuitarHero:D:D:D:D:D

i still need more opinions.
What should i do this holiday?

Sunday, November 09, 2008
I sooo sooo sooo love Fall Out Boy's new single on the upcoming album - Foile a Deux
What a Catch,Donnie-Fall Out Boy
Simply Awesome:D

I've got troubled thoughts and the self esteem to match
What a catch, what a catch
And all I can think of is the way I'm the one who charmed
The one who gave up on you
Who gave up on you


Saturday, November 08, 2008
Meet Sarah,baby.

& my topless bed.




Thursday, November 06, 2008
guessed i have not blogged in a looong time.
today's the day:D

spent an oh so hectic day out today.
woke up late at 830 t have bfast w dad,
followed by me heading t chua chu kang t try some guitar.
then went t P.S to get handphone
went t commonwealth t eat chicken rice.
went home and left for t travel agency at chinatown.
walked 2 shopping centers.
now i'm narrowed down t two choices.
USA+Shanghai Or Egypt + Shanghai
(What do you guys think?)
went back t city hall t get sarah:D
went t spanish village.
back home.

tomorrow's another hectic day.
waking up at 6
tuition in t morning at 11am.
movie or stuff probably from 1 till 430.
jamming session for grad. day from 5-6.
soccer from 8-10.
wow.HECTIC

i can't wait for my holiday:D