tired.

my mom wont be lettin me go out for this three weeks.
but after extra curriculm im gnna play like siao.haha.
and like im gonna study 2 chaps of hist tday.haha

went out w jie yang n viv.
halloween part was great.
me n jieyang met heidi then we just followed her church clique or sth
haha.they went arnd scaring pple at orcahrd.haha.
funny.got some pics
upload them aft i study my hist.

BE RIGHT BACK!

OMG
im sooo frigging bored.
there's nth on tv.nth nice
nick only got cat dog,disney chnl martin mystery
mtv dunno wad soundtrack,and supernatural on axn
prolly brothers n sisters is nice i reckon.didnt watch it yet though

ANYWAY HAPPY HALLOWEEN peeps

heading t orcahrd later.
w jie yang t look at clothes.
and maybe with beng t get a job.aint sure.
hope he gets his drums like soon.cant wait t go jamming.
i know how t play S.O.S by jonas brothers
it's kinda easy song t play but the song simply a)rocks b)roll c)idk i just love it:p

and me n jieyang just went t orchard like 10 hours ago or arnd tehre.
he went t look for a job.wont say where though.

it's like sooo bored.
i want sch like badly.
i rather study in sch then see my mornings get wasted by my naps till afternoon.
and this cycle continues.crap.i wanna go overseas.like somewhere i can just go arnd w my cam and take some nice pictures.
somewhere other than singapore

and like i bought the linkin park tickets alrdy:D:Dyay me.
standing pen A.
i dont think there's a band opening for LP
or it could mean an unknown band playing.they nvr state
MAYBE A7X comes?haha.or maybe george bush arrives and try promoting pple t migrate t usa.

oh man i'm just plain bored.
tml there's soccer and rain drops are pattering on the floor.
maybe i shld try dancing in the rain w my imaginary friend at 3am.
o.0 i know two songs that include 4am.haha.
4 in the morning n 4.am forever.
ok im soo random now.

tml there's soccer!
carling cup!
gonna grab some supper then maybe just slack till 6am and SIMPSONS!

o.0 shadow of the day on MTV now.kewl

omgggg.
finally a nice show t watch,
chanel v
they are showin the click 5 gettin a new singer.
it's kyle thankfully.haha.

and like omg.kyle walked out on them cos the other 4 were fighting durin the first band prac.
lol.then the rest are send t therapy.haha.funny shit.

she's just the girl i'm lookin forrrr

It's 4a.m and i'm alone
that's the exact way i'm feeling now.
it's 4.32 a.m.cant sleep though im sleepy
i'm hungry.didnt have anything the whole day till 7pm ytd.
breakfast+lunch+dinner=br-unc-er??
and like i'm so lazy t walk down n grab a chicken pie or sth.
ha.like nth t watch on tv.watchin some french ligue highlights.
oh how i wish sch reopens!
and like i miss playin soccer in our sch field so much.
soccer training on fri.and wed's halloween.

did like some excessive trainin on my legs and like it's sore all the time.
and like i'm addicted t the new shayne ward song.


and like i decided on what course t go when i head t poly.
tourism and resort management.
and like i have t get L1R4-below 20.est.arnd 16
and like im gnna start studyin tml morning

and in a few hours time.i'm gng out with jie yang,
but right before i do my studying,
he wants t get a job i wanna check some clothes out at topman.
and check out bsb new albulm.he check out a7x albulm

i need a break t go t zoo!

When my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more than you'll ever know
A part of me died when I let you go

please pleaseeee.may i get back t sleep soon:(

arsenal robb-ed us of two point
so dam sure liverpool were gonna get the 3 pts n shut the people's talking
liverpool played reasonably well.
and i'd say crouch n mascherano were my man of the match
benitez shldnt have brought arboela or wadever shit amoebi or name he has.
the commentators are all dam biased.
keep saying liverpool were lucky t get a point.
that aint true.
and like arsenal only have 1 england player.talk about stickin to ur roots.
and like arsenal has so many "chipmunks"quoted by jerome
theo walcott-junior chipmunk
gilberto-senior chipmunk

anyway met jerome at like 1045.
were like 25 mins early.then we walk n he introduced me t the nightlife.
haha.it's weird.lol.
during halftime.went down t get double cheese.
then aft match we're like cursing and swearing.
liverpool srsly didnt deserve t draw.
arsenal didnt get as many clear chances.
yeah they hit the pole twice.so what?
anyway we decided t walk from hard rock to redhill.
so we walk.wasnt tat far
reached 25 mins earlier.
bought lemon tea n cab home
holy shit cab fare was 8.85.bastard.
reached home like 3 slept arnd 4.
and i'm here blogging my ass on a monday morning at 834.
argh i need some caffeine

and there's no friggin way i'm gonna support arsenal.NEVER

i dont love you like i did yesterday.

fuckin shit
my phone is out of battery
FUCK

not going out today till 11
watch soccer at hard rock cafe

chelsea beat man city 6-0
FUCK
man u beat boro 4-1
FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKK

argh messed up life.
fucking ccb

at least i'm watching two and a half men
and subway frm yesterday.

today is a happy/sad day for me

went t play soccer w jerome.
my skills were like all lost.
didnt play well
till a bunch of pple came t join us.
then starting playing well lor.
then played full match w some vietnam peeps.
dam hilarious i tell u when jerome mimick them.
haha.i tot i played rather well.
i produced a reflex save.
conceded two goals la
but jerome didnt play tat well either.HAHA
cab w jerome.then the cab driver went the way that wont pass my house
so i went off n walked out.
bus to clementi then walk home.
didnt take pic tday

didnt went t night safari
jie yang couldnt go out
hope can go out tml w jieyang n vivi.

soccer match tml.
liverpool vs arsenal.
meeting jerome at forum at 11.



I'd rather waste my life pretending
Than have to forget you for one whole minute

Because I can't take
Seeing you with him'
Cuz I know exactly what you'll be,
In his gallery
It's just not fair
And it's tearing me apart
You're just another priceless work of art
In his gallery

having the emo blues again
my life's so full of emotions.like a roller-coaster
my eyes are hurting again.
slept like few hours this few days.

i'll be the flower waving t u in the sun forever waiting in agony.

down and out.
feeling rather down the whole day.
i really feel like breakin.
and cry yeah i know it's gay.
but a boy can be emotional too sometimes.
it just seems tat a series of unfortunate events are happening.
coupled together
farkin big blow to me

mom's supporting me so much
thnks mom.<3

anyway went t air port
was like 5 mins late.
click 5 left maybe a bit later than us
saw a bunch of girls walkin with click 5 posters in their hand.
knew that they were gone.
bye click 5!
then went t bugis t meet vivian.
i lost the bet.wah lou
almost win.ALMOST
aft tat went t suntec for 2 mins
then went t orchard
walk arnd then i went home

when i reached my apartment
took out my cam started taking pics
photography brightens my day
so i just took some photos of the ang mo's playing in the pool
they were having a party of some sort
quite cool.upload pics in nxt post.lol
went t the meetin or wad crap so fast.
mom wasnt really angry.
i promised her i'd do well.
which i definitely will
had a great feast for dinner.
went t queenstown market buy oyster egg.tom yam soup.dumpling
niceeeee.

srsly i do miss you.
feeling the worst ever

anyway on the lighter note.
im going t night safari with jie yang.prolly only
hope can go.i wanna take pic of lions.
halloween coming.

and i'm feeling soooo much better now:D

still not in the best of moods
so im gonna pour all my fuckin sorrows here
maybe repetitive frm the last post
who cares.fuck

liverpool lost 2-1
dam disappointed.it's hard t see ur fav. team losing after seeing the replays of them having multiple shots on goal.while ur rival teams are pouncing on teams 7-0.
hyypia isn't having a good game.
though he's a legend on liverpool
age and tireness seeps in on it.
successes turns into flaws.
WALK ON anyway.

still gonna watch liverpool vs arsenal on sunday night.
it's gonna be exciting.
hoping liverpool prove that i made the right choice.
stop arsenal's recent run of success

checked out price of air tickets.
costed a bomb
arnd 2500 odd for two tickets to and fro
and mom says it's based on my performance
and that's before she see my report card.

Questions I can't seem to find
To the answers I already have

im feeling down.real down
like the worst emo day of my life
aint sure why too

just glad that you're glad:D
prolly because,
mr lau's leaving.
last time seeing mr lau waiting at the assembly area earlier than anyone else.
last time seeing his lexeus car in the carpark during late hours.

i'm so restless now
i feel so sorry to my parents.
they did so much for me and yet i repay them time and time again with bad results.

this time it is for real
im gonna work hard like seriously work hard
no more playing and i swear it's true

prolly gng t london
the only news tat brightens me up
so maybe im not working not sure yet either.
if im gng london omg yay

tml click 5's leaving singapore.sooo sad.gonna wake up earllly.
parents meetin i think is tml at 630 i suppose

anyway today was a real sad day
spend time in the hall for project ad.
for the record.i think that project ad is boooring.
no offence t any groups perfoming
why couldnt they just stick t talentime.
it'd be like so much better.
mr lau's farewell was kinda weird.
cos like most people were too intense in their conversations
he's like the principal,the extraordinary one.with super powers.
he can be fierce but sometimes fun too
definitely missed.

anyway after "assembly" returned to class
played cards
za didnt bring her pokemon cards.
and the teacher said we couldnt play poker cards.
stupid teacher.we played during poa.
and i played uno stacko during final minutes
kinda sad cos like the retainee and all la.
my table.i missed it so much.especially the rough sketch#
went w jie yang t have lunch at redhill market
then bus-ed down t my house and then t suntec.
couldnt get a job there cos i dunno why they said tat under-17 cant join
crap

sleeping awake-aint sure about beng's drumming.
cos it seems hard t play without a drum.
so group discussion soon.

emo-est day ever.

Say hello to good times
Trade up all the fast lines
We close our eyes while the nickel and dime take the streets completely

this is gonna be a long post.
since the last post jumbled into one
just finished playing soccer.
ohhh i love this sweating
didnt go for soccer training.
apparently i fell down on tues while rushin t bus stop
it was wet then drain then u know fall.
cos i was late.
b.e.p concert on mon nite
like yay yay
i got the tickets like 2 hrs before the show.
sooo cool.
haha.i was watchin the performance
kept walkin nearer t the stage
closest i could get t the stage was like 75m
but i didnt take good pics.
hand shake
dam.quite far too
got shoo-ed 3 times
kicked in the arse once.lol!
went lurking arnd indoor stadium aft show.ha
queued for the autograph session

like yay
live the dream comin up in like 31mins.
click 5!!!

haha.today is rather interesting
i spoke t my mom in hokkien the whole time.LOL
and i found out how t master manual settin on e-410

dam tired now

east coast on sat or sun??

i want zoo!i want zoo!

HAPPY BURFDAY jia yin LOL

slept at ard 1
missed rugby finals.argh!
and i woke up w a cold.runny nose n kept sneezing.
sneeze the whole day till now
mom n dad picked me up.like :D:D
went t have lunch at lei garden:D:D:D
went t plaza sing for a while then went back home
uploaded pics t com.
preparing for b.e.p tml
cant wait
need like $90 more!ARGH

supposed t finish my chi hw.
gonna start soon.
so long and good night

I'm numb on the asphalt

dumbledore is gay.
incredible.haha

well today was a fantastic day.
one.i felt so close to LFC.
two.i found an amazing place where i can cheer for LFC as loud as i want
three.LFC fans are the most incredible n passionate fans in the world

well went out early in the morning then t suntec.went there arnd 1140
waited fr jie yang till 130.
walk arnd.we hesitated in toys r rus till like an hr
then i ask them for job.lol
then walked t penisula.very far
then aft tat bus-ed to vivo
i saw the jacket at zara cost whoopin $599
dang!
went t orchard then went t eat at cine basement the korean eatery shop
quite nice la the food
went home t change into jersey
met jerome at forum

LFC YEAH!!!
they were like 40+ peeps in a small room.many were standing.
lucky we went early.ha.food is like friggin ex.spent $10 just for a chicken n ice tea
okay match start.applause.lfc started well i might say
then they conceded terribly.corners like mad
and then hyypia scored!an own goal...
half time silent.not much noise
then arnd 50+min gerrard thru!last man fouled him.hibbert i tink
RED CARD.n kuyt scored thru penalty
secondgoal was crazy.90 min i tink
didnt know neville was such a GREAT goalkeeper man!
he dived n save
evem better then howard
PENALTY!kuyt again

and end lor.
took bus 7 t clementi n walked back home.tired
bye for now

stay sweetly numb

haven been blogging this week
well it's a fri
raining,dam drenched now
watched a movie during history lesson
rather interesting i say.haha
today is the promotion thingy
praying i get promoted or idk.

jon's gng w me t b.e.p concert.
now to get the tickets.
tat's the hard part.

i wanna get that jacket at vivo!

spent my afternoon at toa payoh.
dad was doing his stuff so just walked arnd
wasteful day
played psp most of the time.
omg my eyes hurting still

argentina lost argh.i watched till south africa leading 10-3.
then went t bed.
cant take the heat.
i trust england defend their title well
south africa is indeed a strong side.
premier league football this sat i think
so HURRAY!

2nd post followed up

completely wrecked cause talentime is taken over by the project thingy
DARN DARN DARN DARN DARN DARN IT
i was awaiting for that.
to see my dreams crushed like that.
soo cruel.
alright.that's gay

bye for now.
swear t make a difference

unbreakable coming out on same day as avenged sevenfold
WOOT!
obviously i'm buyin unbreakable:P

i climb the walls
i see the edge but i can't take the fall.

im in <3 with inconsolable now.
and i heard misery business on radio for the first time

went t fish farm today t take pics
rather interesting
i saw baby arowanas.
u cant see those anywhere.
special preview eh.haha
went t have dinner at 721.
xo fish head for 2nd time in 2 days.lol.
then discussion for upcoming trip t k.l
22-26 dec i think.
so i cant take pic of X'mas in spore
DARN IT!

can't wait for A7X new albulm avenged sevenfold.lol
find that sentence weird hah
it's like 1am
tryin t play some guitar
guitar is hard.
that's the reason why i switch t bass 6 months ago

uploaded some pics at www.flickr.com/photos/highheavyheart

im feeling sick sick SICK!
headache and felt like vomiting.
think it's cause of my vision
no idea why.think i need glasses.i dont want.
i cant look at words properly.
sth wrong.

got back results.
and i'm dam disappointed
i've not learnt from my mistakes.
i failed chinese.
so unbelievable.
since pri 1 i've never failed before
i passed english art and history only.
i'm so busted.
just hoping i can avoid retain only.

Here i stand (Here i stand) All alone,
(Here i stand) Tonight (Here i stand)
And i wish i was strong enough to breathe (Here i stand)
Without you, (Here i stand) In my life,
(Here i stand) I wish i was anyone but me.

i hate songs that a lot of people know.and this definitly isn't one of them.so YAY ****** ****!
haha.and let go is my song ok li ling!

bought my dslr ytd.frigign guilty.cost 1600 total.
it's a olympus e410.

mom's at hong kong now.
so i'm at west coast house.rather restricted.
cant listen t any songs and cant upload photos.
so upload photos when i'm back.

another shooting incident broke out.
sigh.the world is indeed going in the wrong direction.
first riots in myanmar.now 2nd shooting incident in Wisconsin
hope they ban personal weaponary in u.s to prevent more incidents like this t happen.

anyway poa was insane.
i studied like hell and i know i'm gonnna do crap.
i studied from 12-2.5-5.50.and i reached sch at 6.15.
crap.i didnt know how t do like so many qns.im so afraid of retain.omg.very afraid.
anyway went t restring guitar w jie yang.change knobs too.
and i found tat G9 cost $730.yay.like $380 more to save.
went t see guitars.
then went home
jie yang n vivian went t watch movie.
im bored.BORED I SAY!


hi heidi!LOL

im watchiin arsenal game.2-2 nw though.
they played splendid in the first 15 mins.splendid i say.
marvelous game 2 watch.haha.

well.had a tiff with my mom just now
shan't say too much.
i cried.yeah u may say i sound gay
but i'm pretty much as emotional as others.
yeah fine call me gay.

can't concentrate for poa.welll aft this post im gonna study.
cos i apparently suddenly got motivation.haha.
well thnnks l3 for cheerin me up.when u did nth but tok t me:D:D
and ima get off now

anyway i spent my evening tryin to study for poa.
well i got my trading n P&L done.
tml is gonna be a long day.

doodled this in sch.comical.ha.that's me standin at the top of drums guitars on both side.haha.

i drew this fr art.

i know i blew it for chem.i didnt study.i spent my time struggling t get the facts right for ss.and i didnt finish the 2nd qn.i blew it all.i skipped tuition for my maths.die la.thurs if section B 80 marks sure die lo.pray section over 20 marks.darn la.why suddenly all the papers so many question n marks one.insane.gng t get my les paul on sat.

tml there's art n chinese.didnt study fr chinese in any way how.and art.haven even do finish 30 thumbnails n 4 compos.i only drew one.lol.tml sure die.3 hrs.

praying that the exchanges between the monks n soldiers in burma would stop.
pray for peace

well nth much t blog tday.maths test was ok.felt it was mucch easier den mid year.hope i pass paper 1 can lo.haha.english was ok.tink my summary was good.haha.aft math test went t have lunch with dom,long n fei nic.haha.they ate carl's jr n i had ljs.they kope a lot frm me eh.haha.bt i kop theirs too.haha.so friggin ex la carl's jr.$9++.lol.went t page one.gonna buy some guitar n bass books t learn more.

sean sent me some new cool 30stm songs.haha.bt i still like the pretender-foo fighters.thnks sean fr introducing me 30stm and of cos thnks sean fr introducing a7x to maybe EVERYone in sec 3?

i suddenly miss the times we studied during mid yrs-jiang beng phui ade:(

gng t start studying ss

anyway i have the sudden urge t thank the 7 impt people arnd me.thnks *pss pss.secret*.talk more in detail nxt time.